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| and i wanted it to be you |
[23 Jul 2010|12:13am] |
"Rewind" by Pillar. The song makes me cry every time I listen to it. I have it on repeat at the moment. It is funny how life ca be to you when you at least expect it. Especially when you throw a party for someone special for a film debut. I have fucked up my family. I admit it. I am not the strongest person. Everyone can see it. I am frail. I want attention. I am lonely. I have Alex and Dana helping me. I am lost. I have wine next to my couch, bed, and bathtub. It is my escape. I am turning into a fucking Lindsay Lohan but no parent issues. I am just going to type this paragraph. It is easier that way. I wanted to be apart of the happy couple with kids. Well cheers to that...
...I am defeated. You won. So here is your drink. Here is the song that was never written. Here is my biggest fall..myself.
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